► Running Around Leaving Scars.
Words from people/society,sometimes it does belittle you.They always like to scare you in many ways especially about education.
"When are you going upgrade?",the everyday question.
At times,I just don't know how to explain why.
Of course,I wanna achieve more than this.
But,there are so many things holding me back.
I'm not making an excuse but it's the fact.
You guys might say,"You're not married,why are you so worried?".
Yes,I may not have a family of my own yet,but I still have my parents and younger brother to take care.
My mum is not well,my dad's pay wouldn't be that enough and my brother is still schooling.
Honestly,I'm tired of this "upgrading yourself" thing.
Yes,it's good but I know myself better.
The more people talk about it,the more I walk away.
Because,it cuts me deep.
Just that day,I met with my previous ITE lecturer.
Only her words brings a little faith in me.
She said,"As long as you're not rotting at home,that's good enough. Insya Allah,you'll be upgraded someday".
Different people,have different "rezeki".
If the right timing has come,I will someday try to achieve something in life.
So,humans,please understand me.
Don't look down on me just because I'm not aiming for diploma.
I am but it's not the right time.
I know where are my strengths and weaknesses.
Someday,insya Allah,I will try to make things better for me.
Labels: A Beautiful Mess.