Suddenly,I woke up at 230am in the morning. Subhanallah.
It's like my heart was not at ease. I keep tossing and turning on my bed.
So,I gave up and get off my bed.
And for the first time,my heart was moved to do solat tahajjud and solat ikhstiharah.
For solat tahajjud,mainly is to bring myself closer to Allah SWT.
For solat ikhstiharah,is for me to find my guidance from Him,to show me the right part.
As ending each solat with a salam,I read the doa (prayer).
While I was reading it,tears keep rolling me down on my cheeks.
Masya Allah. It's so nice to feel the love from Allah.
Afterwards,I read the Quran to find peace for the mind and soul.
Alhamdulilah,I managed to do these things.
Maybe..I was thinking too much after hours and hours of tearing up.
I just don't know who to turn to but alhamdulilah,Allah guide this heart towards Him.
Attachment to dunya can be quite frustrating at times,but somehow if we follow our Prophet Muhammad's (saw) sunnah,insya Allah,we will have the solutions to the questions.
Of course,my heart still haven't heal after what I've been through.
I've been quiet for the whole day at work yesterday and it's just so not me.
And everytime my colleague asked what's wrong,I have to control myself from tearing up.
I even told my friend that I wish I could travel alone and find peace but masya Allah,the peace we that need has always be in our solat.
Everywhere we go,we are already travelers even by going off to work.
Because,every single day is a new day.
I will always remind myself with these 2 ayat from the Quran:
"Innallaha ma'as sobirin",
"Innallaha ma'anna".
Basically,it means that, 1) Allah is with those who are patient and 2) Allah is always us.
Subhanallah.
Every hardships there is ease,insya Allah.
I will try to get myself back again after been drowning in my sorrow.
Maybe,I just haven't recover after losing the people I love.
Insya Allah,with His guidance,I will be better.
Suddenly,I woke up at 230am in the morning. Subhanallah.
It's like my heart was not at ease. I keep tossing and turning on my bed.
So,I gave up and get off my bed.
And for the first time,my heart was moved to do solat tahajjud and solat ikhstiharah.
For solat tahajjud,mainly is to bring myself closer to Allah SWT.
For solat ikhstiharah,is for me to find my guidance from Him,to show me the right part.
As ending each solat with a salam,I read the doa (prayer).
While I was reading it,tears keep rolling me down on my cheeks.
Masya Allah. It's so nice to feel the love from Allah.
Afterwards,I read the Quran to find peace for the mind and soul.
Alhamdulilah,I managed to do these things.
Maybe..I was thinking too much after hours and hours of tearing up.
I just don't know who to turn to but alhamdulilah,Allah guide this heart towards Him.
Attachment to dunya can be quite frustrating at times,but somehow if we follow our Prophet Muhammad's (saw) sunnah,insya Allah,we will have the solutions to the questions.
Of course,my heart still haven't heal after what I've been through.
I've been quiet for the whole day at work yesterday and it's just so not me.
And everytime my colleague asked what's wrong,I have to control myself from tearing up.
I even told my friend that I wish I could travel alone and find peace but masya Allah,the peace we that need has always be in our solat.
Everywhere we go,we are already travelers even by going off to work.
Because,every single day is a new day.
I will always remind myself with these 2 ayat from the Quran:
"Innallaha ma'as sobirin",
"Innallaha ma'anna".
Basically,it means that, 1) Allah is with those who are patient and 2) Allah is always us.
Subhanallah.
Every hardships there is ease,insya Allah.
I will try to get myself back again after been drowning in my sorrow.
Maybe,I just haven't recover after losing the people I love.
Insya Allah,with His guidance,I will be better.
