► Louder Than Thunder
There are some days,you will belonged to someone & some days you don't.And there will be times,you wonder,where have you gone wrong?
What do you have to do to make things better?
But in the end,all you can do is just leave it alone.
Because you know,there's no more hope in it.
You've tried all your best to help them,to cure them,but the differences between the two of you is what stopping you from going on.
Nevertheless,there is still part of you,which prays that person will be safe no matter how much you hate them.
Ya Rabb,everything happens for a reason,indeed.
Only You have the answer.
All those nightmares & sweetdreams,are just fake part of dunya.
Truly,Akhirah is better than this.
Was quite disappointed with what has happened,but in the end,I tawakkul.
I've put my reliance on Allah & heal myself.
Yes,hatred seems hard to forget,but I still do forgive.
Sigh.
O Allah,give me the strength to forgive.
Slowly,I was about to explode but yet again,I paused.
Like I always told myself, if Siti Hajar (may Allah be pleased with her),can survive in the dessert with only her son,Prophet Abraham (pbuh),and rely her life on Allah SWT,I'm sure I can.
Life is not to impress people but Him.
Insya Allah,I will have my jodoh someday.
La Tahzan hajar. Innallaha ma'as sobirin.
Allah test His fellow servants,to make us stronger right?
I'm about to tear up as I'm typing this.
Insya Allah,I will be better.
Nevertheless,as quoted,time will heal scars,but no matter what,the scars can still be seen.
Wallahu 'alam.

