It's such a sad thing that I keep crying over you.
Whining about you. Hurting myself because of you.
But yet again,you're out there enjoying criticizing me & saying negative about me.
It's sad though. That's how you see me.
All these years,I sacrificed,I tried my best to show my care & concern eventhough how bad you're mad at me,but still,I've been indicate as 'the past.'
You pointed out my mistakes than what about yours?
Have you ever even think about it?
"You are special my dear,there's no one new in my heart except you",does this line ever give a recall to you?
Look at the mirror & see your reflection,are you that perfect?
To be honest,I still do have feelings for you & only Allah knows how much you meant to me.
And because of one misunderstanding,you pushed me away like I'm some kind of a disease.
Well,maybe I am.
Because I know,deep down you still prefer girls with looks & tight dresses.
I'm just an ugly girl with hijab.
But you know what,one thing about you is that you are not man enough to face me.
You put it all on your twitter & you deleted me.
If seriously,you have problems with me,be man enough to tell straight to my face.
Not hide behind a dumb application & feel manly about it.
If you think I make many mistakes,I can point yours too.
You used to always tell me,"I'm not like him. Not like the others. Don't you believe me?"
Ya Allah,I'm crying buckets right now.
How I wish I could just grab your shirt,shake you,scream at you & say,"Why are you doing this to me?! Why are you torturing my feelings?!"
Do you know how long I took to recover from my past relationship & open my heart for you?
It was never easy.
And here we are,oh wait,here YOU are ditching me because of my mistakes.
Like my friend quoted,"Some people just don't appreciate your existence."
Which is true.
It's such a sad thing that I keep crying over you.
Whining about you. Hurting myself because of you.
But yet again,you're out there enjoying criticizing me & saying negative about me.
It's sad though. That's how you see me.
All these years,I sacrificed,I tried my best to show my care & concern eventhough how bad you're mad at me,but still,I've been indicate as 'the past.'
You pointed out my mistakes than what about yours?
Have you ever even think about it?
"You are special my dear,there's no one new in my heart except you",does this line ever give a recall to you?
Look at the mirror & see your reflection,are you that perfect?
To be honest,I still do have feelings for you & only Allah knows how much you meant to me.
And because of one misunderstanding,you pushed me away like I'm some kind of a disease.
Well,maybe I am.
Because I know,deep down you still prefer girls with looks & tight dresses.
I'm just an ugly girl with hijab.
But you know what,one thing about you is that you are not man enough to face me.
You put it all on your twitter & you deleted me.
If seriously,you have problems with me,be man enough to tell straight to my face.
Not hide behind a dumb application & feel manly about it.
If you think I make many mistakes,I can point yours too.
You used to always tell me,"I'm not like him. Not like the others. Don't you believe me?"
Ya Allah,I'm crying buckets right now.
How I wish I could just grab your shirt,shake you,scream at you & say,"Why are you doing this to me?! Why are you torturing my feelings?!"
Do you know how long I took to recover from my past relationship & open my heart for you?
It was never easy.
And here we are,oh wait,here YOU are ditching me because of my mistakes.
Like my friend quoted,"Some people just don't appreciate your existence."
Which is true.
