Assalammu'alaikum.


Saturday, October 20, 2012 // 5:57 AM. ▲▲▲
► A Story.
Bismillah. Here it goes.

You're angry with me. I can see that.
I've broken your heart,your trust & so much more. It's unbearable.
But I know,if I text you,you wouldn't want to read it,right?
And it's far too long for me to explain at there,of course.
So,let me just tell you things from here.

I apologize if I've hurt you.
Truly,there's no intention in it.
But you read my words wrongly.
When I said,advise your heart to let go of me,that doesn't mean I don't want you to be my friend completely.
The sentence was meant to be about asking your heart to stop beating for me.
Because I know,we can't lie that we still care for each other.
I don't deny that.
Didn't I tell you that,if you need a friend to talk to,I'm always here?
And I mean it.

When I ask your heart to move on,because you told me you were tired thinking of everything.
Thinking about us. It causes confusion. Yes,indeed it does.
All I wanna say is,I'm not stopping you in being my friend. My very good friend.
I don't wanna cause suffering for you but the one who able to make you smile.
Maybe not like a lover but as a bestfriend.
I know,my words are too confusing for you but I hope you'll get what I meant..
Like I've always said,no matter what,I'm still here cheering for you though you can't see it.

When you've read this,it's okay if you don't wanna reply.
I understand it's tough.
I'm not in your shoes. I can't never feel what you're feeling.
But,I've never regard you as a stranger.
You can come up to me anytime if you need a buddy. A mate. A bro. Whatever it is.
I apologize once again.
Truly,from the bottom of my heart.

Signing off.