Assalammu'alaikum.


Sunday, November 25, 2012 // 5:39 AM. ▲▲▲
► Bismillah.
This week has been quite hectic.
Hectic with emotions that is.
I lost grip of myself and fall back into the dark circle of sadness.
I weep. I cried cause my heart is in a state of mess.

Technically,I don't really know what I was tearing about.
It's like the mind is being troubled by so many thing but then again,I just don't know what it is.

My tears usually falls during my solat & it's heartbreaking.
But I know,Allah SWT heard me.
Probably,He wants me to remember Him and that is why He challenged me with these hardships.
As I sujud,I felt His overwhelming grace. It's a wonderful feeling.

O Allah,please give me strength to go through this.
I'm so weak Lord,and I need Your guidance.
Please restore this heart with much faith.
I miss You,Allah.
Give me Your light and bring me to Your path.

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